Hi Rog The weather has been really hot and i have had covid, been quite poorly. I wish you were here looking after me like you always did, I miss your caring loving nature how you made me feel so loved and protected so special, like there was only me and you, and you know i was the same with you, what we had Roger was so special, so wonderful just that feeling when we was together, we didnt need to talk, just being around each other was enough. It is so hard not having that feeling anymore, the lonliness the quietness, just having you by my side made me the happiest person i could of ever been, now your gone and i miss you so very much, like i have lost my zest for life, i loved bookings holidays for us cos i know you loved our holidays together. If i had one wish it would be to wake up and you are here and it all been a bad dream, but it not possible and i just gotta live rest of my life without you, how how do i do that, when you are everything to me. xxxx