Hi Rog I cant stop crying at the moment, missing you so much, Not sure how to feel happy anymore, I carry on but not sure what any of it means without you, its pointless, empty, i am surrounded by people who love me but feel so lonely so lost without you, I dont get why you had to leave me, why god took you from me, why he made you suffer the way you did, not fair, not right, I wake up and you are in my mind, I so desperately want to hold you, laugh with you, have you sitting here with me cracking jokes, being funny, laughing at me, you were the kindest, loveliest, funniest partner anyone could have wished for, every minute we we together was special to me and you, the love we felt for each other can never be replaced by nothing or no one. I miss you Rog so very much, my love my life my everything my endless love, my soulmate, xxxxxx