Its Friday night Rog we should be going up the club. I am thinking about you all the time wish you were here with me Rog I cant come to terms with the fact i am on my own without you, people say your here in spirit but I don't want you in spirit i want you here with me getting ready to go out making memories not remembering them I love you Rog so much the pain is unbearable, yes life goes on so they say but not for me my life is empty lonely i miss you so so much it is not fair why why why why why it not fair