Hi Rog Missing you so much, It has been 10 weeks today, I cant believe i haven't seen you for that long, we never spent more than 4 days apart from each other in 32 years, time just seems to pass by but it is lonely and empty without you, I feel like i am just in a daze doing normal things like going to work, cooking, watching telly but not having you here makes it all seem so pointless, everything we did we did together apart from work obviously, so there doesn't seem much point. I look at your photos and it makes me cry not being able to hold you talk to you lie next to you, I just miss you so much I cant describe the pain the emptiness, I have never felt so heartbroken, sad lonely empty, life just not worth living without you, you were my whole life, I love and miss you so so much not sure what to do anymore. All my love Rog xxxxxxxxxxx