Hi Rog I am missing you more with every day, I don't know how they say time heals cos I finding it more and more difficult. I find I am tearful most of the time, I think about you and I just cry why did you have to go, what am I gonna do without you my life is meaningless not having you here with me. I know I got family and friends and Jim and Keith but they have all got their own lives to lead. I cant explain the pain I am feeling it is like pain without having to take pain killers the pain is deep inside and it hurts so much. I know i waffle on Rog but i just want to talk to you be with you I just miss you so very very much, I love you with all my heart and soul and i will never ever love anyone else till the day i die you were my one and only true love, its just not fair god separated us, I am super angry. My love, my life, my everything till we meet again xxxxxxxxxxx