New years eve Rog , you loved it we always hade plans always saw in the new year. It not the same without you by my side, and i have got to start a new year without you, I miss you so much roger my heart will never heal, i am lost without you so lonely even when surrounded by people, you were too special to die and i still ask god why, why you not fair Rog i just want you here beside me, the bond the love we had for each other through thick and thin, i cant bear not having you here I love you so much and that will never change until we meet again, I love and miss you soooo much, my love, my life , my everything, my endless love xxxxxxxx